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Lost days, pictures fade.
Saturday, June 20, 2009

SRC Today
girls, im sorry .
perhaps i didnt perform well today.
the ball was in my hands , it was just this shot tht'll make a difference but , i lost many shots.
i knew i couldnt do much about it . and had to just depend on the rest of you guys to bring it back again, to give me another opportunity to put it in again .
but still, i miss it again .
it repeatedly happen .
not running out fast enough , not enough communication with you girls.
not being to do what i always asked you girls to do .
not enough of everything .

perhaps , i was tired, & drained.
But i know it's never an excuse
i swear i put in my best in every game, forcing myself to run , to call out , to give you guys encouragement.
trying to aim really accurately and put tht ball into the net.
but sorry again .
i failed to do so.

how much disappointment i had in myself.
also the team.

i didnt mean to scream at you guys after the game, knowing there's nothing tht could been done to mend it .
but just to do better the next game.
treating the previous game as a lesson learned.

but it was really beyond control.
passes, placing , running, timing .
what have we done during training ?

not bonded yet ?
not being able to adapt into the each other's playing style ?
an excuse , or reason .
a new team, a new start.
how long more do we need to take to adapt to play well together as a good team.

we had confidence in you guys.
but it was a total disappointment .

in myself, as well as the team.
girls, it's time to work hard, really .