CHELS.Y

2010-03-27T13:06:00.001+08:00

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ALL FOR A MILLION CHARITIES

2010-03-21T22:56:00.003+08:00

Watching charity just now, on channel 8.

It made me feel for it, and totally feel like donating, and calling in.

Even though i've done my part on saturday by going around to ask for donation.

there's the old man they interviewed, in the charity show.

He said he had his first stroke in 1996, and after he recovered from everything, he had numerous strokes that followed throughout his years, till today.

and today he's walking with a cane, and had difficulty walking all around.

counting back,

I was 2 years old in year 1996.

when he was having numerous strokes and all his sufferings, i was whining about studies, life, my parents

Having a not-so-good-life and everything.

Never thought of the other people living at the other side of the world , living in such amount of agony.

It hurt to see them like that,

I suddenly had the urge to be their relatives, so that i can do whatever to help him...

But it was impossible to.

So i guess, the least i could do, or anyone could do, is to donate generously to all charity organisations to help everyone possible, who's in need of such desperate help.

please reach out your loving hand to help the needs.

Feel blessed, that you're still living, at the very least.

A PLENTY FOR REN CI

2010-03-20T17:17:00.003+08:00

Awesome flag day with all my other peers!
went to school with elysia, cos she stayed over @ my house yesterday, if you're read the previous post.

4/7 and 4/8 had to go to AMK for flag day.
Trained to AMK HUB with serene, jingwen, peiyi, amir and practically half the school, bcos everyone had to take mrt to their destination. everyone was just in different cabins!
We wanted to camp @ the mrt station, but we saw some Riversidians taking the place already, so we just left and search other places.
and while we were walking pass amk hub, we couldnt pick up any courage to ask around if they could donate. so we continued to walk, until we walked out of the building then we heard from the security people, we aint suppose to ask for donations in the hub, but only outside, so we had to no choice to just move out to the shophouses.

We split up to look for places , so that we wont be searching for the same people @ the same time. I was walking pass the POSB area and realised that was a good place to ask for donations , so i started to camp there.
But till i realise we couldnt stand @ places that had cameras, so i moved away.
and for a moment i was just standing there, calling out for people to donate but all just shoved me aside, or treated me like transparent.
Stood somewhere further away from the bank. where i had flow of people coming from the bank, and also from the parking lots.
It was an awesome spot, because people who walked there, 70% of them havent seen anyone that has asked for donations! so i was the first they saw, and thus i got their wonderful and generous donations!
which was really kind of them .

i stood there the entire time from 930am-1030am. and that's a whole hour! and please dont underestimate the power of this one hour!
It made me realise, what type of singaporeans or rather people living in singapore were.
It's heart warming to see people taking out coins from their wallets to 'tong' into the tin! I was happy, perhaps for myself and also for someone who needs their help.
But there were people who were just plainly tooo selfish and everything to help out.
I see people walking with a pocket with coins, that swing so hard, and rung to hard, that it seemed like it called me to take them, but their owner just stubbornly refuse to take them out and put it into the tin!
I mean if you're not so rich, or just simply dont have small change, a 5 cent would do too! But do you not even have 10cents ringing in that heavy pocket of yours? i guess you're simply selfish.

I dont blame people who're rushing for time, and everything , and hence not donate.
Cos well, i do that too when i see people with tins.
But people who ain't rushing for time, walking so slowly, and see me from a distance, guess what they did! they made a huge huge detour just to avoid, how sad is that huh. and when i say huge, it really meant huge.
I thought you could just simply walk pass me and say sorry, i dont want to. like all the 198325678945412539432 people who did that to me or probably all the other riversidians today!
You just took a wasted effort to avoid me, cos you would probably meet another of my clone, in the next corner. how many HUGE detours do you wna make?
What to do when you see this? Just put in a coin, and get a sticker, everyone would just stop asking you for money.
And we're doing this for charity for god sake! We're not begging for money.
And so are you, put in that coin, who knows whose life you would save!

I get to see people who would just ignore you when i said so loudly to their ears: 'hi. would you like to donate?'
People with headphones was even nice enough to say, it's ok thanks.
It's not like they can hear me @ that point of time when i asked them that, but they replied nicely! gosh, ignoring is worst thing you could do to anyone, and esp for charity!
Oh gosh, riversidians, i totally unds how you feel to see these people and still have to smile to them when they ignore you, or just say no thanks, when they really see you working so hard to get that few coins from their pockets into your tin!

I also see people carrying gucci/LV bags, and carrying a whole lot expensive stuffs, and not willing to stop and just donate a few cents! what is this becoming to ....

Enough said about people with negative behaviours.
Guess they would understand what's the importance of that few cents to someone's live.

i have amazing nice people who donates THRICE!
i see them with 2 stickers on their shirts and, i didnt want to ask, bcos they've done their part, but they willingly and so generously put in somemore coins!
It was just awesomely nice!
I have parents who told their kids to donate money to me, and even said: ' next time when you grow up, you must learn from jiejie, come out and help and do things for charity! '

it was so niceeee of them.
And i have super understanding and smart kids who told their parents off.
everyone in their family has donated except their mother, and the kid scolded her off : ' Mummy! why you always dont want to donate! Not good leh'
They were only probably just younger than 5years! and they can say such things!
If i would thank, i would thank this truly nice people who helped the people in need, and indirectly helped me to fill up my tin so that i t was so heavy!
I have nice uncles who barely can support themselve to just fork out 20cents to put into my tin, for charity, anything would do.

During this one hour, i've seen people who are inconsiderate, selfish, self-centred, considerate, nice, generous, understanding, sympathetic.
All of which contradicts one another.
but i guess, deep down, everyone would know how important to help the others who're in need , @ the other part of the island.
Just bcos people who are near you ain't in need of such desperate help, but please visit websites and everything to know about these people.

Sometimes people are just so busy with their own work, and rushing from here to there, and seem to be only living in their own world, should really stop and watch what's going around them.
i admit it isnt easy, but i would make you appreciate your life more.
Because you would know how many people would benefit a whole lot, from your mere donations.

Sometimes you're just so busy, you've got no time to pick up the phone to call up during charity shows to donate, which is okay.
But! when the tin is sent right into your face already, why not? just spare a minute, to take out your coins to put it in, guess it doesnt hurt to do that, does it?
You will too, benefit from it. Trust me.

So people, when someone asks for donation, do it generously from your heart,
It will make you feel good, and @ the same time benefit someone else.

Yes, good job my peers.
You've endured all the rejections by 982765467829 people! and still put a sweet and lovely smile on your face to just show the least respect for others.
you will be rewarded in one way or another.
Really.

NETBALL CHALET.

2010-03-20T16:29:00.003+08:00

Thursday! / Day1.

Met yihui then headed for chalet @ downtown east, to meet the rest who were already there. Has awesome and funny talks with yihui. oh yes, and she has this really really classic game thing, which was really cool. Once she took it out from her bag, everyone stared @ her! okay, i suck at tetris . I tried to complete a level in their itouch/iphone, but none of the attempts suceeded! ugh.

Had bbq @ the chalet.
and yes, credits to melody and hazel, thanks so much for setting up the fire and helping me us with the food, till you guys didnt even had the chance to eat much, and had to leave @ 10pm. W/o you guys, i guess we'll probably just starve to death, cos all of us didn't know how to bbq the food properly and all! Although, the hot dogs that you guys bbq weren't even 'cooked' @ times, it was okay! hahah. and apologies to melody! who told me help her break the chicken wings but i only stood there and take pictures! oh yes, im taking pictures of you girls doing the work, so guess, i did my part huh. whatever it is , thanks!

Wanted to go over to ehub, for kbox. But it was booked fully all the way to 2am, so we couldnt go, but instead, reserved for the next day @ 11am.
They were playing this stress game thing with poker cards, and you didn't read wrongly, the game is called- stress. It was super hilarious, cos all of us got to see michelle's not so glam part, and the part when she's on the verge on losing & what she does so to not lose face! and it was some game that they were playing, made all of them screamed every 3 seconds! it was plainly horrendous to hear them scream in the chalet @ 1am! I was just quietly waiting for someone to complain and they get scolded! but no one came.

I couldnt take the screams and all, and i couldnt stand myself on medication and not sleeping. So i knocked out @ 230am! And girls, please stop saying i took one whole pillow and blanket to myself!! Elysia Goh was the one who said she wanted to sleep beside me! so i slept soooo to the side, and only took half the pillow! so that she could join me later in the morning, but in the end, when i woke up @ around 4 plus, i saw her sleeping in the cabinet next to the bed! i dont know what she was doing there, but i was so tired to ask her, so i just assumed she didnt want to sleep beside me, so i took the whole bed to myself, and also everything to myself! and when i woke up, i have a million of people saying i was the luckiest,and how mean i was to take away elysia's sleeping area!

ELYSIA GOH, answer me truthfully when did i huh. you deprived yourself from that chance okay! haha.

Friday. Day 2

Had breakfast @ macs over @ downtown east.
Waited for time to pass, and went to kbox @ 11am.
I had to leave there @ 1230 because i had to meet, serene, amir, peiyi, tanjing for a movie @ town. But i dragged and dragged, till 1pm. and only boarded the mrt only @ 110pm! gosh, i thought i would be awfully late, but i wasnt really late, cos they just reached not long ago!
Lucky me!
caught alice in the wonderland, and it was so-so. but it wasn't really as amazingly nice as i expcted it to be! oh well.
Had dinner @ heeren, japanese food!
Thanks!

Guess my girls were having fun @ the chalet!
But i heard from elysia, all of them weren't really feeling okay, due to some stuffs. Cheer up kay!
Yes, michelle oh, cheer up kay!

Elysia came over to my house to overnight! Had super long talks with her throughout the night. so super nice of her to not let me sleep when it was already 12 midnight, and we had to wake up @ like 630am today!!
She told me she only slept @ 1am, and i guess i kinda slept abit earlier.
and I fell asleep while talking to her! it was super funny.
We woke up @ 7am, and both of us were rushing to get changed, wash up, tie our hair, then left the house! Thanks a lot, mummy! for preparing breakfast so early in the morning for us.
Oh yes, a beautiful day to start Flag day!

This is already a very lengthy post! so i shall continue the post for flag day on another post!

HEAD OVER HEELS

2010-03-17T17:56:00.004+08:00

A thousand words unsaid.

I told you how much, why, what.

But none was heard.

I was still neglected by you. Yes, life's all so different. if only i could leave all these behind. But i can't bear to, cause i still pin hopes.

Gosh, a million of reprimands, a mountain of things to account for. All for a good cause? i hope. so much for all of you to learn. There's too much for me to pass on, you guys gotta learn on your own, i guess.

ah yes, tanjing, thanks for calming me down! else, i'll probably just faint on the spot.

Ah , tomorrow's netball chalet, and alll my darlings are coming back tomorrow!

TURN IT OFF

2010-03-14T19:43:00.003+08:00

It's been tiring ever since the start of this.

But it's all worth it.

It's great to see all the smiles on people's faces, although i could only, with one eye.

12th march,

a day of anticipation, and a day to prove our hard work.

A DAY OF TEARS.

2010-03-10T21:21:00.005+08:00

Yes, like i told my darling cdiv today. read my blog!
following is for you girls!

Thankyou for making me scream @ you girls, and make me lose my voice after every training.
Making me all so worried cos you girls cannot perform well, and give me weird and abnormal passes @ different parts of the training. And all the painful and tiring drills that i ask you girls to do, scream @ you, whenever you girls ain't having enough initiative. But cdiv, you're the only batch that makes me feel comfortable with as juniors so easily and quickly.
Guess i've seen you girls grow from one year to one year, in terms of skills, speed, stamina, attidude. You girls, are amazing!
& especially today, you girls are superbly sweet!
Thanks for noticing that I wasn't alright during training. Thanks for noticing that I was practically showing it out right in my expressions, and bearing all the scream i took on you girls!
Today's probably the last day that i would be training you girls, so please give your support to michelle and dont make her end up losing her voice like me okay!
Lastlyyyy, THANK YOU GIRLS A MILLION, for saying so loudly,'i love chelsea'.
It was super sweet yeah, really appreciate that!

Love.

Pictures being uploaded below, was taken during cousin's birthday!

mum, i'll cherish you more than you can imagine.

TELL ME, IT'S OKAY.

2010-03-09T23:37:00.003+08:00

School's been really okay these days.
Just lessons being dry as per usual, there isn't much to lessons anw, since exams are over.
Yes, and i did really badly this time's common test.
pressure, distractions? guess everything comes in together.

oh yes, sports carnival is coming!
Go out there and have fun!
Forecast: 12th March .
Stormy
But, who said forecast was always 100 percent true?
So just go out there and accept whatever that comes along.

Hard work will pay off eventually.

It's simply too hard to pick myself up from so many of these.

They're gone, and really to somewhere far away.

I hold back, i drown myself with work.

so just to kill the thoughts of them,

and breaking down.

you're not as strong, as you thought you were huh, chelsea.

2010-03-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

you come and go when you like it to.
Who am i to trust.
I guess, there's nothing that's happily after.

god, see me through.
I've 2 angels watching me right now, from heaven.
I love em, and yes i really do.

2010-03-06T18:39:00.001+08:00

give me a space to breathe.
stop my pretendance.

I just need something simple, someone to lean on.

IM LUCKY LUCKY!

2010-02-27T17:44:00.002+08:00

This post is for my clique!

Yes my lovely girlfriends, this is for you!

Ever since, secondary2, I had ruixia, jingwen, junita, yiting and jiaqi. alllll my wonderful girls as my darlings.
Everytime i'm feel down, upset or fretting over anything,
losing my temper on these girls, getting screams from yiting for accidentally staring her cos she molested me. They always forgive my ignorance, my arsehole response to many things they do. Saying 'hi bitch' when all of them know it's just a way of saying it.
They would never mind.

i could talk to them about every single thing, to every single one of them
knowing theyll keep it for me, and all.
I wouldnt have to worry, one day I've got no one behind me.
Dont have to worry i need to spend recess alone.

Yes, and this year, i had one more darling, called Jayying!
She's been sucha wonderful lady.
always building up the atmosphere to some crazily-insane one.
It's just this thing that makes me so attracted to her, and we never mind her joining us. And i know she's been feeling bad @ times.
But girl, if you're reading this.
you've been awesome and we'll never wna lose you as one of us.

everyone's leading their own life.
Having each a guy to themselves.
Yes yiting, ruixia! we have each other as life partners okay!
But they never fail to spend times together with the rest.
Esp, on days of birthdays, we have everyone gathered together.
It's simply heartwarming, and im grateful i've got such wonderful dears.

We irritate each other, and scream @ each other straight in the face at times, cos we're so angry and turned off.
and when we wna organise an outing, everyone would take a trillion years to reply, and some dont even reply.
And we get pissed off, all felt like killing each other.
But when we're finally out togther, it's just awesome!

Yes girls, once more time,
I really appreciate and treasure you girls.
You've been wonderful, at least to me.
And yes, be sure that i simply love you girls to the max.

Thanks for being there, standing along with me throughout!

Esp, you, you, you, you and you!

Chinese new year!

2010-02-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, addiction is motivation.

Keep going, chelsea!

2010-02-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

"Your life works to the degree you keep your agreements"

2010-02-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

The saddest part of being a human, is the depth of our ignorance.

Tomorrow will be a better day!

2010-02-04T21:59:00.004+08:00

Ah, independant learning!

And today i saw all the previous camp instructors from Sec3 Adventure Camp!
Ohyayyy.

Im tired of going to school!
Shopping after school tmr with girlfriends.
luv

OVER MY DEAD BODY

2010-02-03T23:39:00.002+08:00

Played a match today with sembawang.

and girls i wna let you know, that time with you girls were awesome.
Talking crap, calling each stupid names. having to be able to train together so hard ever since last year. Yes i scream at you girls and everything, cause i really expect lots from all of you. And today, you guys have made me believe that all these was paid off, I've seen the amazing game you girls can play. How much you love the game and how much you want the ball to be in your possesion, and wna win the game, Although hope was little at times, you girls didnt give up, and that's what im happy to see.
No more games with you girls, zonals are over. but of course, we still can play together during our training! until we need to step down, we wont be going anywhere.
A team who used to be i-dont-bother-if-she-comes-for-training, to why-she-isnt-her-for-training. It's been a long way to share this relation, and thanks girls, it's been awesomely fantastic to be in the same team as you!

Tmr there's some independant learning thing, in school.
and yes we're released @ 2pm, when we go school @ 845.
jealous? Please be.
When did school became so nice to the students. and i hope i dont lose too much lesson time! physics is terribly-crazily-dry!
Save us from our agonyyyy~
And POA lessons are gone cause of many holidays that fall on our lessons.

Yes, im gna be smiling and laughing as happily as they are right now!
I will stay strong, and i gotta be strong.
You'll visit her soon, be strong.
She's watching you.

Having a life full of laughters!

2010-02-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

Had lessons which are super dry today.
Physics was crazily boring, the teacher was talking and explaining non stop!
No one could ever absorb anything after 30 mins after she started.
But she continued for an hour and a half.
I wonder why she isnt even tired!

Went to watch Cdiv match today.
Ah, girls, more to go~

Michelle came over, and homework-ed.
We talked like almost half the time instead of doing homework!
Oh gosh, but it was funny talking to her! amazing.
Thanks girl.

oh luv. (:

I'm still thinking of you.

Would i feel better this way?

2010-02-01T22:25:00.004+08:00

School's been a bore recently.
We've been missing lessons, and important lessons somemore.
Goodness, which means more extra lessons coming up!
Oh man.

Yes amazing match today my dear girls.
All of you put on a tough fight, and although we lost, we've been in our best.
I was sooo glad to see you girls fight for the ball like it was your baby!
Wonderful job.
Keep it up!

Cdiv, jiayou yeah.
Keep up the good work as well.

Amazing friends i've got.
Loveyou people.

Im so tired of holding back.

Stay strong, chels.

Living in a better place.

2010-01-31T21:36:00.002+08:00

Replies to tags!
@Anthony > Hah, thanks man!
@Elysia > Yes thankyou!
@ Ben > I'll look for him
@ Jiajing > Thanks girl!

Shopped @ town yesterday with my darlings.
And photos will be up soon.
Shopping really make one feel better, it's true!
After spending crazily in the shops, and looking @ crazy pricing of the clothes, it makes me feel better.
Serene and Peiyi!
Thanks for yesterday, and making me feel so much better.

Before meeting them.
Woke up early to go the wake, and sending it for cremation.
Everyone crying so hard and loudly in the hall, when seeing it been pushed to burn.
I hold on, telling myself i would be strong.
But i can't help but tear and break down once i stepped out thinking about it.

Stupidly tearing in the mrt, alone.
yes, stay strong, move up.
Easier said than done.
I hope you're living in a better place, watching over us.
We'll remember you for life.

Tell me about pretendance.

2010-01-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

A day out on learning journey to the zoo.
It was awesomely fun with my two darlings,
Esp jingwen who went screaming over cute animals she see.
Thanks for everything today, you girls totally made me feel so much better after so many days of many things.
and i felt really lucky to have had you girls.

Took lots of photos, it'll be up on facebook soon.
A long time ever since a picture with andrew and samuel, today we finally took one.
We've got more to come guys.

The shows at the amphitheatre was awesome, i guess i really learnt something?
That's to save animals!

So much of this that, so much of tears and breaking down.

It's enough.

Being brought down by it a few days, but how can i afford to break down infront of everyone.

Birthdays today, yesterday, and learning journey.

Happy things and unhappy ones, come at the same time.

How to balance, how to express my feelings.

Guess it's not possible.

I wna go see her the last time @ the wake, but im not allowed to.

I can only see her tmr and sat and sunday.

I wna see her the last time, and the last and only time.

So many things on hand to do and complete, and so many to lead.

So many to talk to, before a match, during debrief.

It takes how much and how long for me endure throughout with a whole lot of things in my mind. it's crazily taxing.

I may be happy, laughing, smiling, but that's the least i could do to show that im alright.

So none will be affected.

I've gotta live as per normal.

talk as per usual, and do every single thing as per usual.

As i speak to you, as i laugh, as i smile.

It takes how much effort and courage to do it.

I'm emotional, and im really bad at holding in my feelings

I hope pretendance will bring me thru.

I'll be strong, and i'll live it normally.

Iloveyou,you're amazing

2010-01-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

One left, now the next left.
this is for you.

Although you're my great grandmother, people often assume we won't be close.
But they're wrong.
You took care of me when i was young, although only for a few days.
And i only have a vague memory of it.
You were the first person i attempted to speak cantonese to, when i was young.
You always tried to communicate with me and we often fail to keep a conversation, cause i often not know what to say.
I hold your hands and send you up to your house.
seeing you walk up the stairs with every painful step, it hurts and i always wonder, when will you be unable to do so, and what would i do to help.
But it never crossed my mind that you'll be gone so fast.
Yes, you're a 100 years old, but you could've live longer.

I miss the times when you sit at uncle's house, just watching tv.
Even the times you wanted to join the fun by playing cards during chinese new year.
CNY is coming, why.
You could've spend more time with us, and i'll promise i'll talk to you more.
But now it's impossible.

I always long to see you when we need to pick you up from yishun to grandma's house.
Cause you'll always be there to ask how are we.
Often you forget who am i.
Thinking i was someone else, but it doesnt matter.

I was suppose to visit you on sunday to clean up your house for CNY,
but bcos i woke up late, and bcos of my stupid laziness, i failed to go.
And came up with a stupid reason, saying there was no transport.
If only i went to visit you on that day, i could've talked to you the last time and seen you for the last time, but i didnt.
I regretted, really.

Yes, it's over, and it's pointless to regret.
But you were once so close to me and i cannot accept the fact that you're gone so fast,
I wna talk to you again in cantonese, and i promise this time we'll have a conversation.
But it is too late to say all these?

I miss you and i love you.
You're the most amazing great grandmother i have.
I wna hold your hand again, and walk you up the stairs.
I wanted to have a chance to piggy back you up the tedious stairs.
but.. it's over.

God, i thankyou for giving me such a beautiful angel who watched over me throughout the years.
I love her with all my might.
I would do everything to get her back.

ELYSIA GOH.
I really appreciate the times you stood by me when i broke down.
Tyvm!
luv you.

and all those who cared.
I'll be strong.
Cause i know she'll be watching over me through everything.

GreatGrandma, I'll think of you, and dream of you.

Its about putting in your best.

2010-01-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

Was doing homework the whole-entire day, today
I was damn stressed doing chinese cause there were so much homework , and it'll pile up if i dont clear it by today, although it only needs to be handed in on wednesday

Tomorrow there's training, and i'll endureeee ~
Zonals coming soon, and im nervous for once.

& hey, im not stressed over what im living in right now.
I just love ranting and whining, so please dont think im in some rough patch right now, thinking that im gna die.
I've got a wonderful group of people behind me and around me!
And im really thankful, i've got them

I dont need to worry about having no one to talk to, cause they've been telling me, they're only a phone call/sms away!
They're amazing friends, and i thank god.

I'm in dead mood right now.
Can't believe that there's school tmr, A.G.A.I.N.

Current mood: Dead & Tired
Currently addicted to: Plain truth; It's a storybook!
Currently in love with: Royce Chocolates! * & it's finishing soon :'(

P.S. my bro just went back to camp, and im sad!

MISSING BROOO.

2010-01-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

Ah, today was a wonderful day.
I love it when it rains and there's this kind soul who sends me to school.
and today's morning kind soul's michelle's DAD .
Have to thank him like crazy, cause i saw everyone in our class be soaked/drenched from head to toe, i can't imagine if i walked to school with my mini umbrella, how wet would i be ):

And guess what, i was in a rush to get down the van this morning when we arrived at the school, and i forgot to thank her daddddddd .
Michelle, if you see this.
Please tell your dad im really grateful for his help this morning.
Sucha kind soul!

School was pretty alright today.
Thanks denzel for the sms this morning!
Really grateful, cause it made me see things differently.
And indeed, i do enjoy the company of my friends!
I know you'll see this.

In class, i guess half of them were bare footed!
Ben said :" it feels different with shoes off, i feel like im at home!"
How cute is my partner huh .
I guess they were soaked and they were super uncomfortable!
Im lucky today, wayyyyy toooo lucky!
Thank god.
Everyone was complaining about their soaked shoes and socks after school.
And Junzhi still went to buy a new pair of socks which was crazily long!
I don't know how much he's gna fold it in at the front.

There's lesson tmr in the morning,
and im going for a hair cuttttt, & i hope it'll grow faster, so it'll be okay during prom! :/
& off to grand's.
Please i need motivation to do a run at my grand's cause the place is amazing for running.
But i always end up swimming instead of running.
HELP. I need motivation.

And my bro's coming backkkkk!
But i wonder it's today/tmr
Although i enjoy using his room for naps and homeworks when he's not around, and i can't use them when he's around.
I still miss him! and i want him to come back soon.
Everytime he goes off again on sunday evening, i always wna give him a hug, and tell him to takecare.
But i always end up only saying bye -.-
I'll do it one day, i need courage!

luv.

2010-01-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hey peopleeeee!

I totally feel like im living in a cycle for my daily activities.
I go to school in the morning, have school acitivites after school, until 5 plus, come home and rest for awhile, tvvvvvvv, and then homework, and sleep.
Then the cycle repeats.
Like totally no life kind of like -.-

I was whining to ruixia today during chinese lesson.
I told her, some people go to school, in class, they like to study then they study, they like to talk they talk, they like to sleep they sleep, they like to pon they pon.
Okay, in other words, it means that they do whatever they like at any point of time.
And i so feel like doing that.
of course, people like that wont do well in exams and Os and all.
And i dont want to end up like that, but..
Imagining having a life like that, it's amazing man.

But i think it's impossible :/
Ah, nevermind.
it's just for whining purposes!

Im so tireddddddd, it's been a long day.

Sometimes! i wish i got someone i can rant to about every single thing, and not think im being childish, immature and being stupid and sensitive.
Oh damnn.

2010-01-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

currently nuts over the song: Life after you - Daughtry

It's really meaningful.
Go check out the lyrics!

Have been cracking my brains for amaths homework, the past 2 days.
Guess my brain's tired of it already!
Please get me some rest.
Oh gosh, first day of zonals on 27th!

Im getting better,
I miss running with my girls on court man, totally.
I'll be back soon!
Got new asics shoes yesterday, omg.
It's awesomely beautiful, it's 110 bucks okay!
I'll treat it like my baby and not leave it anywhere i like.
Because it's gna be nice to my foot/ankle/leg like how nice i treat it! (:
It's gna be great shoes ~

God, thank you for everything.

tell me how

2010-01-06T21:20:00.001+08:00

I'll pray for the best.
Hope for the best,
and wish for the best.

Thanks for all the motivation and encouragement deb.
this post is specially for you!
And i really thank you for being such a wonderful assistant and friend throughout the years!

luv.

I

2010-01-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

2010-01-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

Sorry for MIA-ing for so long!
Esp, Leow JingWen. Yes Yes, here I am! im blogging right now!
Stop irritating me to blog again ah!

New Year's Eve!
Went out with Janson, Sean, Gerald, MingYang, Junkiat, Rowena, Peiyi!
Down to cityhall, bowl-ed.
Walked around, and headed down to doubyghuat.
Down to town, and somerset, doubyghuat, and cityhall again!
Went down to padang area, to watch fireworks.
That moment was damn, superbly hilarious!

Hang around town.
We totally roamed the whole town during the day, and walked up and down, down and up, the whole time!
I swear my legs were aching like anything.
And i totally wanted to get someone who can drive me around town!
I should totally have that when im older, and have fun going around singapore without worrying about getting tired at all!

Had fun with you guys, totally.
It's been years and millions of years ever since we went out together like that.
And pictures are all in my facebook, im so lazy to blog. cause blogger always fails me.
Oh man.
And all thanks to my dear peiyi, that's why we've got so so many pictures.
Everyone was almost getting tired of her, taking pictures everywhere of everything, like we're in some foreign countries!
It was awesomely funny.
But I guess it's gna be a long time if we're gna go out again like that!
So it's kept for memory!

Thankyou guys for New Year's Eve!

OH MY LOVE, XMAS EVE

2009-12-26T21:08:00.006+08:00

Out with jingwen, junita, ruixia and yiting.
Met at cwp, and headed for Kbox.
Oh my, im truly deeply sorry for making you girls wait for me again k!

Kbox was really funny, with everyone saying:
Eh i dont know how to sing lah, you sing you sing, *pushes away the mic to the one beside
hahaha .

After kbox. went to meet jayying for awhile to get somethings,
thanks alot love!
Then went to look for KC at her workplace, we walked around cambitch and did alot of stuffs at raffles place.
Then we went into this shop -Prints!
I tell you ah, we spend time in this shop for a damnn long time eh!
Until Yiting couldn't stand me and ruixia, cause we can't decide what we want to get for people
And i totally got cheated at that shop man.
I wanted to get the notebook at 18bucks, as stated.
But when i go to counter, and they scan, i saw the amount...
It's 21 bucks! OMG, totally heart pain.
Invest in that small tiny notebook for so much money.

I'll totally die if i use it for a wrong purpose man.
Man, dont worry chelsea, it's once in a while man!

started walking from raffles place to clarke quay!
Camb!tch like anything man.
we like idiot like that, taking pictures everywhere!
And we laughed at every single thing we saw.
We wanted to say merry xmas to anyone we see infront of us.
But when we see them, we totally shuddup and walk away!
Oh gosh, we must be idiots. they stare at us like we're some crazy people man.

We took mrt down to orchard,
and we wanted to take up the challenge of walking into the crazily pack crowd .
OMG, totally pack like shit.
But we totally excused ourselve from there, to walk into the mall.

Totally enjoyed the time with them
Oh luvv you girls!
We shall go again on 31st k!

NETBALL FAREWELL!

2009-12-25T13:09:00.011+08:00

Netbal farewell 2009.

It was a successful one, and i hope you girls all had fun!
Credits goes to: the farewell mc.

During the last portion,
Everyone had a heartwarming moment.
I guess all of us deeply feels the same, with everyone.

Secondary 4 Seniors:
If you girls get to see this, i didnt say whtever i wanted to say the other day.
You girls, went thru northzone with us.
Went thru all the tough trainings.
Went thru all the hilarious jokes
Went thru carnivals together and achieving champion in one of them
Spending time together.
Having bbt after training together
Talking , gossiping together
Encouraging and motivating each other on court.

these things are hard to come by.
We did everything as a team.
As an old Bdiv.
Although there're many outings that we can't go to, and didn't go to.
but i believe the bond is there,

Thankyou for guiding us thru northzone, thankyou for coming down after focus session to train us, thankyou for being so hard on us , wanting us to improve.

There's no other way i can think of to thankyou for whtever you've done for us!
luv you girls.
And we'll miss you like anything!

ALL THE WONDERFULLLL ~

2009-12-18T20:04:00.003+08:00

Oh my, trainings, meetings, things on hand to settle
Over pressurising workload.

I said a thousand times to settle this and that, but you just totally ignore me.
Talked to you on msn,supposing you know what i want you to do already, and you ignore me.
Making me think you 're not there?
Oh pls, im not a 3 year old kid.
You had to be in charge, you were suppose to be in charge.

I dread doing it.
I dont want to do it
And i know by writing this here. wont be of any help.
But i just wna vent.
And i know im just being childish.
But stand where i am, and you'll do the same thing

Live up to the expectations.
Hard on you, hard on me
I'm still struggling

2009-12-16T20:52:00.001+08:00

I SWEAR I MISS MY BRO LIKE SHIT.

hope you're doing fine in NS!

And i wna see you on christmas eve! luvyou!

I MISS MY BRO )':

2009-12-14T15:23:00.008+08:00

AMAZINGLY 1ST DAY

2009-12-11T19:43:00.009+08:00

First Day; Taiwan Tour

Arrived @ Taipei's Airport, spent a night in the plane, and off we went to taipei city, and we started off the tour, without any rest!

Maybe just a lil' rest in the bus, an hour or so ride to the 小人国!
That place was simply awesome.
Like it says, translated to english is, small world or somewhat like that.

It is wear all the minature buildings are made to show what taiwan has. like what they had in the past, and what they have now, like great wall of china, etc.
It also had other countries, europe, and all.
All in minature figure, tiny, small and all.
But it's amazing if you were to think how they actually made it. and let it stay there!

After going to that place, we headed back to our hotel.

and it was free and easy for us to shop around ximenting!
Oh my, they have one and a billion stuffs over there, from top to toe!
and they had many many many food stalls.
We were looking for this noodle shop, and we had to stand to eat.
We weren't the only ones who stood and eat, EVERYONE does that.
because there was no seat at all.
so you buy, and you stand around and eat! it taste really nice.
Dont ever think you can get in taiwan.
I swiped out that bowl in like 5 mins!
I wanted to get another bowl, but ... the tour guide said, i had to leave my stomache for more yummy and delicious food down the street.
so i resisted the temptation, although it was staring right in my face, and screaming at me to take it away!

Crashed the moment i reached the hotel bed.
And the next day begins really early in the morning.
Oh gosh, 6am, everyday of the tour, with only 4-5 hours of sleep.

This is only day one of the whole tour.
wna find out more about the next 5 days?
Stay tune to my blog!
I'll update really soon! and you'll get to see what've done on the 2nd day, and the following days!

I miss taiwan, esp the weather!

TAIWAN AWESOME

2009-12-09T21:22:00.001+08:00

Hello!
im back from taiwan!
and im at chalet right now, with yiting right beside me irritating me :x
hahahaha. what a pity to not be able to stay over today.
but i believe there's always next year and next next year.
It feels great to meet up with old friends, and talk crap with them
But how long does this last? guess not long.

Oh wells~
jingwen, junita and kc, will be coming over to stay,
and oh my darlings, im so so so so so superbly sorry about it
i broke my promise for another promise!
luv you guys still!

okay! lastly, i luv yiting alot alot alot alot alot! and more of a billions lots!
she forced me to type that! ^

2009-11-18T19:35:00.002+08:00

'M SO SICK, TIRED, AND WORRIED.

But im still really happy!
Know why!
Im going to taiwan!
Wna know when, contact me!
Or if you guys wna get anything .

ALSO! Please read peiyi's blog for advertisement on lan shop!

'm looking forward to chalet with my darling class,
'm looking forward to sports camp, with my new scmc!
And! 'm looking forward to my wonderful taiwan trip!

luv!

ALL MY DARLINGS DARLINGS

2009-11-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

Went down with jayying to find Jingwen after her work.
Since we need to go town to look for stuffs.
Before meeting Jayying .

Me: Meet @ 530pm.
She: Okay!
@ 515pm,
Me: I finish movie already! see you!
She: I just left my house. might be late
Me: it's okay , not time yet.
She: SHIT , i just missed the bus!
Me : haha, it's fine, nvm.
She : now very fast alrd, i take cab!
Me: FOR WHAT, YOU SIAO AH .

HAHAHA, she's so super funny.
and the cab cost 6bucks! from her house to cwp.
She's crazily funny.

Had a great time walking into shops, and coming out of them, with empty hands!
It was fun, talking and having all the hilarious stupid things we do man.
Also, we talked about almost everyone we see on the streets .
Esp, the way people dress.
Somehow. We were mean, but it's not something untrue!

Met jingwen @ lucky plaza.
And went down to somerset for yummy wanton mee.
It's awesome man .
We laughed damn loudly in that place, until almost everyone was staring at us.
Joke of the day: BODY FATS!
Okay, it's insider jokes!

Went for ice cream!
Thanks alot ah , jayying! luv.
We were laughing again like no one's business, and talking about so so many things.
Actually , we were just enjoying the ice cream.
and both of them were talking to the ice cream -.-
Jayying told her macadamia nut icecream ,
" where did you go, i missed you so much! "
HAHA.

We tried to take so many pictures!
And jayying was so so so so so picky!
She's just funny-ily funny!

Overall, i had a wonderful,wonderful time with my darlings darlings!
luv.

AWESOME MOVIE!

2009-11-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

JENIFER'S BODY!
Caught that movie yesterday with Terry.
Luckily i manage to get thru a NC16 movie.
The show was awesome, but it gets quite boring after you know wht's going to happen next and everything.
But at times, there's this suspense part, which seems like a horror movie.
But it's not.
It's more of a vampire kinda movie.

So if you like, new moon, twilight and all.
GO CATCH IT.
YOU'LL LOVE IT !

Went down to orchard with jayying!
Next post with pictures!

THANK GOD.

2009-11-11T12:41:00.002+08:00

'm terribly bored at home.
've got nothing to do, but just to explore the net.
i was exploring and exploring, and more exploring.
and i found out these pictures.
These are one of the few thousand pictures i saw this morning.

Waking up, being able to see my parents again.
I thank god.
Going home, being able to taste whatever my grandma cooked,
I thank god.
Being able to get out to of the house, to catch a movie
I thank god.
Being able to have fun, laughters, & thousands and millions of luxury
I thank god.

Have you ever go up to your parents, hug them, and say you love them .
I haven't.
I dont have the courage to do it, and i dont know why!
So I'm picking up my courage and do it tonight!
So if you're like me, do something about it .
It means a million to someone you love so much .

Look at the news, flipping thru newspapers, exploring the net.
you'll see a thousand millions updates about the disasters going around the world.
Aren't you happy , you're living in singapore without these disasters?
A place, that you dont have to worry, when will the next rain come?
when will the next earthquake hit us ? when will the next deadly tsunami come?
We're so stress-free from natural disasters.

Feel lucky, that you can open your eyes when you're awake.
stop blaming that your life sucks.
you've got one and a million friends, who're behind you , supporting you all the time.
whatever you do, there's someone with you, for sure!
You're one of the few lucky people!
luv!

I'LL CHERISH EVERYONE I LOVE.

2009-11-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

Had Mother Tongue Paper Os.
Oh goodness, that's no way i'll get A1 ? :/
It was horrible man.
Some students said it was as simple as Primary School papers!
how is that possible huh.

it's over! & i shall start enjoying my hols!
hahah, shall wait for the results!

Yeah, had to thank my darling girls, Serene, Jingwen, Ruixia, Debbie!
For the constant encouragement that you girls gave me despite me irritating you bcos i was so afraid over the paper.
Dont ask me why , i would be afraid, when im alrd taking hmt.
I guess, it's normal.

Have been worrying for many things,
Deb, you know what im talking about.
Please bring us through yeah.

2012, earth's coming to an end.
how many of you, believe in it ?
It says in historical channel one day, it says that 21 dec is the date where the magenetic force surrounding the earth would disappear,
then Earth would disappear.
Doesn't this tell you something very important ?
Cherish whoever you love around, be it your darling boyfriends/girlfriends , your parents, your brothers/sisters. and your dear friends.
Tell them that you cherish them, and appreciate them as your loved ones!
Don't die with regrets! so do it now!
You've got one and a thousand people to thank and send wishes to, you know!

Don't hesitate to sms me to tell me that you cherish me as your loved ones, bcos i'll do the same to you, and tell you that you're being appreciated too!
It doesn't matter if you believe that the world is ending, it doesn't matter if you dont trust the scientific proof said on the tv!
All you've gotta do now is, do whatever you will do, in order not to regret in future on 21 dec 2012.

It's 2 years! Time flies really quickly, one year passes in just one blink.
Many things you've missed out when you were rushing through the year, stop and look now, and start appreciating whatever you have!
be it the trees/tv/computer, and whtever luxury you're having.
Love it, appreciate, & cherish.
You'll never know when it'll be your turn to experience whatever the people in other countries are experiencing.

I thank god that I'm happily alive, with a whole lot of wonderful friends, and a lovely family!

this is a super lengthy post!
but i hope you'll do whatever it takes to tell someone that they're loved.
It means alot.

CM CLIQUE!

2009-10-31T21:12:00.004+08:00

Chinese Os coming up!
Chelsea Yong, buck up okay!
stop slacking everyday, doing nothing but just watch your darling tv!
that's not going to help you get A1 for it.
You understand?! ._.

Stayed home today, again.
Tried so hard to study , but to no avail
Oh goshh~ what am i to do

There's nothing much today, except having a great time disturbing my darling mum!

CM clique's picture.
we short of, jacky and rachel.
Had tuitions, and Os .
Our faces look damn red , and ive got no idea how .
we didn't drink okay!

Serene! this is for you!
see if we've really got the same taste.

totally candid! ethan!, stop taking such shots!

HECTIC LIFE

2009-10-30T21:45:00.006+08:00

Oh-goodness .
I say this at least 1855469786232 times a day! , and im serious.
Im so used to saying it for nothing ._.
and sometimes when i meant it, it doenst seem so right anymore.
but , oh well.

I've been to rp the last few days, for straight 5 days.
Meetings, interview, and studying .
I'm so sick of the food there, bcos i have them everyday for lunch.
Studying with ruixia and yiting's always a distraction.
They make me talk about things, and forget about my work.
and today, i took 2 hours plus to complete a paper man -.-
Plus all the moving around, walking here and there,
going to the toilet, and everything.
Total waste of time! ._. but was fun though

scmc meeting today was quite productive,
and I've got funny members like atik and farhan, they totally can't stop fooling around, with their hilarious, but silly jokes.
Afterall, it's nice to know a whole brand new committee.
i place high hopes yeah.

I love this picture the most! (the bottom)

she's totally obsessed with me man .

loveyou,

and i truly cherish you.

2009-10-24T16:32:00.004+08:00

2009-10-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

PERHAPS, BITCH .

2009-10-16T21:51:00.001+08:00

Hello Readers!
Was lost for the last few days.
Jingwen isnt in singapore!, she went to indonesia! ):
Totally miss her!
I wna tell you so much things that happened.
Oh gosh ~

Jiaqi, Yiting, Junita came over to my place to create havoc!
They totally intended to destroy my kitchen.
I had a really hard time clearing after them,
they made popcorns!
my job was to clean up.
They had a fun time playing with my pick up sticks!
And i had fun playing with junita's phone game!
It's really fun! i should totally exchange phone with her to play that game man.
hahahah .

Serene! I will never be able to complete the game in your phone!
I swear, im sick of it.
I keep staying at the same level!
gosh, a total noob. i am ._.
I probably started missing my phone!
hahaha .

Caught a movie today!
; Surrogates .
The show was cool, awesome.
But many says it suck, it's boring, and everything.
So i shall not recommend anything .

MISS MY DARLING DADDY!
I hope you're safe.
loveyou!

WHAT.SONG.THAT.DRIVES.TEARS.DOWN

2009-10-12T22:39:00.004+08:00

OUT WITH SERENE & PEIYI- SOMERSET/CINELEISURE/FAREAST.

Had training in the morning.
im proud of you girls!
you girls are improving, keep it up!

Went home, changed and headed out to meet both of them.
went down to somerset, for lunch .
Filling lunch! the food was awesome, although it isnt my first time having them.
Headed to cineleisure,
First place we rushed for, was this shop that sells gorgeous accesories.

Down to fareast, shopped!
Gosh, no amount of buys will satisfy me man.
hahaha . I settled with a few things today!
i resisted many great deals too.
Is this the first move of detemining what you need and want ? {serene loves saying this}

While roaming about in fareast,
i realised singaporeans nowadays are very extremely sensitive to little things, to what the foreigners do.
their reaction are @^!#$%!
little things that happens , they get so affected, and have really offending facial expressions and gestures. what're singaporeans turning to.
Oh wellll ~

Jingwen!
Fams pictures wont be up so soon.
You guys destroyed my camera by taking crazy, mad, insane, zilian pictures of yourself!
Esp, yiting!
hahahah , so i need sometime to load all the heavily zilian-ed pictures up into my comp.
Happy waiting!, sorry.

Haircut tomorrow!
Ohyeah ~ I've been waiting for this day ever since the start of exams!
I miss my long hair ~
Comeeeeeee backkkk ._.

Walking pass the shop, hearing the song,

triggers my emotions.

Guess it's normallll ~

CHASING AFTER .

2009-10-10T20:48:00.004+08:00

Im back to blog , people!Today's not a productive day at all

Had fun talking to terry, we totally wasted our day man.

hahah . Terry, i know you're reading this!
Going out tomorrow with all my darling ladies, to the gym {?} then for kbox!

gosh, it's been a long time since i heard them sing.

Sing your hearts out tomorrow , girls

Junita! ): we'll miss you!

mom says she wants to bring me for haircut.

but i totally can't find any day, except tuesday!

i hope she'll be bring me then.

Monday will be out with peiyi, serene to town!

Alright im crashing!

2009-10-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

MY EXAMS-STRESS ARE OVERRRRRRR ~
examinations are over, like finally.
we can start partying like there's no tomorrow.
After all the mugging through the nights,
everyone deserves a long break.
so the school did a great job by giving us 2 days of hols, until wednesday,
when we return to school to get our results!

im totally excited to get the results.
I'll probably picture myself crying upon recieving every paper.
Bcos, i screwed up almost every paper -.-
I dont even know what i was doing for the paper.
But there's no point saying it now, cause it's not gna help.
So we shall just hope and pray for the best for me , and those who'll be getting the results with me! i'll pray for you guys too!

Had poa today, & the same old thing.
i had no idea what i was doing .
I couldnt balance anything in that paper!
all my answers were left hanging in the air, and i swear, that's the worst thing you would wna face when doing poa.
After accounting for every single thing that you know you have to.
you still end up not getting the balanced amount!
It's way way way horrendous.

I'm just glad that all the papers come to end today!
And we'll look forward to the our next big one next year!
Holidays are coming too!
And 10 november will be one of the big day for me, and the rest of the HMT students.
Study hard yah.
you only left with 2/3 weeks, or perhaps less than that!
Work hard!

I'll be blogging more often, since there's no school.
So stay tune ~

PRETTY BUDDY!

2009-09-18T21:31:00.004+08:00

Many many weeks has passed.
And! sorry for not blogging for so so so long!
EOY's are coming next week
so i won't be blogging any day soon .
I'll blog like crazy when exams are over!
Or maybe i will not, too many things to do!
hahaha .
Oh well ~

Brought one and a thousand files home.
which serene and myself branded- ' Mountain'
Cause it stacks up like a mountain!
Thanks Amir, for helping me carry my darling lovely mountain, that siraj attempted to bring home!

Went to 883 with yiting to get pen, and her food stuff for her bro
Thanks guys, for sending me home.
And yiting wna thank Amir for sending her to bus stop!
-For amir to seeee.

study hard people for eoy!
We can enjoy like crazy after that!
Jiayou guys!(:

Many things planned out already,
Schedule is coming out for hols.
Oh nooo. oh well, goodluck chels!

SINCE IM HERE. I WANT TO PUBLICISE.

IF ANYONE OUT THERE FROM RIVERSIDE SEC,

IS INTERESTED IN JOINING SCMC2010, PLEASE COME FORWARD TO GET THE FORM FROM EITHER MYSELF OR HAZEL

YES YOU'RE GONE FOR GOOD.

2009-09-01T19:12:00.003+08:00

My whole body's aching,
Over exerting myself too much ?
Hope not.

I'll always numbing myself from work,
to stop thinking about sutff
Im so tired of doing it.
But that's the only way i can do.
Activity after activity
I dont need to plan what to think next, do next
cause everything's planned out for me the day before, the month before, the year before.
I'm glad about it sometimes
but it isnt sometimes.

I'll pray , for all to go well, for me
I hope i get used to this,
You're strong, and you'll be ever to get over it, isnt it ?
Perhaps, perhaps not.
It's gna be hard for you.

TOMORROW OUR FINLAND BUDDIES WILL BE COMING DOWN!
Can't wait to see them!(:

IT'S KILLING ME .

2009-08-28T21:02:00.004+08:00

heylo people!

monday's aces day cum teachers' day celebration.
Hopefully, it's nice!

I missed today's gathering with SCMC!
gosh, people im so so so so sorry .
We shall organise one more okay!
miss you guys like crazy! hahaha .

it spells L.O.V.E,

thankyou love, for being there whenever i needed you.

A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING, PLEASE

2009-08-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

Heylo all my faithful readers?
hahaha .

Went to school early in the morning, for
referee training.

Stayed home the rest of today the whole boring day,
to study for Poa.
but there wasn't much to study actually ._.
I think i left out like quite some bit.
oh well.
shall continue tomorrow!

There's just sometimes too many things for me to worry about.
How many times, I wanted to give up.
But you kept pulling me back.
I just wna thankyou for that
Cause you made me suffer more

that's totally beyond my area of control
Sometimes, i wonder how people cope with so many things,
Like darling-ruixia
Perhaps, she's the everyone speaks- superwoman.
I'm far away from there, and i dont want to be aiming for any of that achievements.
Too far away from my reach

I still need what i need.
It's simply too tough to change myself, to achieve things, that it's not what i truly want.
I just need someone for pushing me from behind.
Keeping me going.

Shutting off from everything around me.

ACTIVE DAY.

2009-08-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

Results weren't as satisfying for some subjects,
Like social studies
totally disappointing, was hoping to get A.
cause the paper was simply too easy to get a B, but i just did.
The paper was easy compared to the MYE's paper. i suppose everyone will agree to that.

But chemistry was a great improvement.
guess the paper was easy too.
i cant believe when i got back the paper! ._.
Told mummy, guess her reaction ?

Me : Mummy, i got A1 for chemistry leh~
Mum : sure anot you ?
Me : how can you doubt me again and again ? ( before tht she didn't believe my wonderful maths results too! )
Mum : Aiya! must be the paper too easy .

How could she right.
I kept quiet and walked away.
Maybe she's right huh, but still, im happy for myself!
hahahah .

Had higher chinese until 2pm ._.
Went down to have lunch with peiyi and serene.
Watched teacher's day rehearsal.
And before going off,
Peiyi and myself went to play captains' ball with ,
Quite a number of them ._,
I can rememeber distinctively, choonlong, arjun, sek eng, kevin, yaoxiang, jinkai, zhenshen, iskandar.
& maybe i left out some.

They were super hilarious.
they made me laugh throughout the whole game, instead of playing -.-
& Their actions were super funny, and they argue over small little things, and start laughing after scolding each other ._.
Crazy nuts!
hahahaha .

Went home .
I told peiyi i was super determined to persuade my parents to move house,
cause i was walk home, in a different direction.
and rarely anyone stays the same direction as i am!
Ohwell ~

but after reaching home, i wasn't so determined anymore.
Cause I felt lucky staying so near the school.
then i can reach home or go to school, in 5-7 mins!
It's totally like flying there!
hahahaha .
It gets me more sleep tht way too.
Im gladdd~

It's time, to get a rest

I'm tired of pretending everyday.

2009-08-21T21:06:00.001+08:00

my darling loves!
sorry, kc, jw & Yt.
I'll post up your pictures soon !

Really thankful ,
god gave me them as my great beautiful darlings,
who never fails to stand by me
Be it when im happy or unhappy.
Im really glad.

And last of all
Iloveyou girls to the max.

WHAT A MESS

2009-08-16T18:17:00.002+08:00

Oh today was a tiring day.
Going crazy over A.maths
I hope geog loves me , to let me be able to memorise it fast and quick enough so i can prepare for tomorrow's poa class test.

A.maths and poa class test tomorrow,
Plus geog common test.
I guess, the teachers are going crazy over marking our papers too!
so we shall not blame them ._.

Going to look for ms hariyani after school tomoorrow,
to clear my zillions doubts about chemistry.
I'm going crazy over it alrd.

I swear i'll go out and have fun once exams are over!
I'm desperate to have fun with all my darlings!
hahahaha .

2009-08-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

DEPRIVE FROM SLEEP.

ohmy, i need sleep, rest, and everything.
how i wish my life has 48 hours per day!
i can do everything in the world.
but, we only have got 24 hours .
oh well.

Emaths paper was pretty alright.
Chinese was screwed-.-
what kind of paper was tht.
The passage was totally alien-like to me -.-
i look xiuhui seated beside me.
she kept writing writing , like alot to write like tht.
i only have a little .
ahhh , nvm !

i shall pray and hope to get good grades!
Dont worry, Chelsea.

ah , i cant wait for exams to end ~
hahahah .
but , i will have more things to do after that._.
oh well.

my faithful readers,
I think you guys seen the pictures below, for a zillion times alrdy!
but i like these pictures,
& i hope i will return back there again!

to join or not join SRC?

can i cope with everything i alrdy have on hand ?

can my health take it .

i really dont know.

Dear god, please tell me .

2009-08-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION & OUTING !

School/Cwp/Cineleisure/Heeren/Civic/Supper!

National Day Celebration was superb.
my class was super high ,
sang super loudly !
everything of my class was super great ,
I'm glad i have such a class

And the people doing the parade were absolutely great.
Yes, not to forget Tanjing!
You were totally awesome! (:

Went basketball @ 806!
Shared my past life with serene
thankyou for listening!

Went home and met the rest @ cwp
khairul, Amir, Syarif, Tanjing, Serene, Peiyi .
headed to cineleisure!
Watched G.I Jones
I swear i almost went deaf in there ._.
hahahha .

Went back to civic to get MACS for dinner.
Peiyi and Syarif went home.
Tanjing, Amir and of course, myself.
Went down to serene's tuition centre to wait for her to have supper together!
Im glad , i know more about tanjing now.
so i dont have to misunderstand him anymore .
Tanjing went home, and i walked serene to her house .
Talk abit under her block.
and started sharing again.

Dad fetched and reached home around midnight !
hahaha .

Sorry guys, if i irritated ,with you the want to go , or not, for the trials!
Thanks too! (:

didnt manage to take pictures with serene ! ):

Next time!!

2009-08-08T21:47:00.003+08:00

2009-07-31T19:44:00.005+08:00

LOVELY HAND-MADE BREADS!

Oh my!
Syarif is so sweet, he made home-made bread for me !
today had, tuna spread with pepperoni{?} , i forget how to speell!
Ah well, nvm.
We shall save money together yeah, Syarif!
hahhaha .
Thanks alot okay!

Stayed back today .
Had Higher Chinese Focus lesson, and ended at 2pm .
Looked for Ms Hariyani for Chemistry.
Gosh Chemistry's topics are driving me crazy!!
It's so tough to memorise ,
what is what, what's a salt.
what's a carbonate.
Which is soluble, insoluble,
& what is moderately reactive, not reactive,
Ah!! A thousand and one things to memorise.

Yes, practices are going to help!
That's what everyone says!
But how easy and time consuming that might be ?
Ah, gosh.
I shall stop complaining, and just work hard for Common test.
Jiayou Chelsea! , Practise more!
hahahaha .

SIRAJ WAS THE JOKE OF THE DAY!

When i was with ms hariyani , teaching me the chemistry stuff.
That siraj came and disturbed.
and said hi to every teacher who walked pass, which totally annoyed me!
He wanted to ask ms hariyani questions from the text book, and instead of paying attention, he kept looking around, and asking himself questions.
Like talking to himself!
hahahaha .
Ms hariyani and i kept laughing non-stop!
She was so funny!
How cute is my form-teacher right!
hahahaha .

But, thanks to Siraj,
he made my day too.
hahahahah .
* i said was going to blog about it, and i did! hahaha .

Joined syarif and farhan and elysia after that.
And started all the laughing again ._.
Farhan never failed to make me laugh.

I swear Syarif was super cool! I communicated with him in Chinese! He could unds it so well! hahaha, I'll talk to him in chinese more! :D

Waited for Ruixia, for her NDP training to end, and passed her , her file ._.
Found out somethings instead.
Cheers girl!
loveyou!

Homed .

ME, AMIR, SERENE !

2009-07-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

Oh, im crazily insane with my classmates! :D

hahahah
Had alot of fun with classmates today during changing of periods.
They were really hilarious!

After recess.
Jingwen : You're an idiot * smacks me *
Chelsea : Yes im an idiot * raises up my hand *
( i dont know why i did that! Jingwen laughed like crazy after i did that, and pestered me to do it again and again.
She went around telling the class, im crazy.
And told them what stupid actions i did!
She's so funny! )

I heard what she said to the rest of them , then i shouted across the class, and said,
Chelsea : NO IM NOT , SIAO -.-

Desserie : shhhhhhhhhh!
Chelsea : how can you ask me to shhhhh! * shocked face.
Faiqah laughed to herself *
Desserie : very loud uh .
Chelsea : Where got ! ): okay.. im sorry

Desserie: No one will dare to shhh you, so shall be the one who shhhh you!
Chelsea : * shows crazily nutty face *

Faiqah : i think you're really insane !

Gosh, after recess,
I've started being called insane!
After humanes lesson,
Faiqah : Chelsea, you feeling better ? ._.
Chelsea : Yeah, of course. im always feeling good. why ?
Faiqah & Desserie started laughing to themselves .
Until then, did i realise , they actually wanted to ask if im still insane! ):

Oh wellllll.
I've got crazily cool and cute Classmates!
hahahaha .

" still standing here, will anyone walk with me "

Derrick sent me this picture!
I dont know what's the purpose too ._.
So just post it up!
Pretty mysterious picture :/
hahaha .

2009-07-25T12:11:00.008+08:00

CONCERT !

clementi/NUS/cck/home

went for to watch the SYF concert,
supposed to be supporting Riverside,
But, Riverside couldnt perform.
It's okay, girls!
Jayying, cheerup alright (:

Supper at MACS @ CCK
& went homeee around midnight.

When i reached home,
I realised i lost my bro's ipod! D:
i searched through my whole bag ,
looking high and low.
went into the laundry basket to dig into my jeans pockets.
But still , the ipod was gone for good.

I smsed the girls,
asking them if ive misplaced it @ their bags.
But only junita replied.
It's goneeeee .
I needa save up to get a new one for my bro! ,
I promised him .

I think he's still angry with me ,
He's not replying my sorry smses.
Im so gna get killed by him, when he's home.

I panicked like crazy last night,
And couldnt even fall asleep! ):
How long do i need to take to save ,

Ah, how careless of me D:

Pictures belowww :
Read the captions!

she's trying to show her hair's longer than mine!

Ruixia & Yiting zilian-ing ._.

hahaha

ME :" my tongue's longer than yours! :D "

Junita : " no la! i sitting further behind, so look shorter what! "

she's so super cute!

hahaha

Ruixia's face is cut off from alot of pictures! ):

Junita!

Junita, Chels, Ruixia!

i was so lazy to even rotate the photos.

Happy turning your head to align with the pictures! :D

I'm worried , for the missing ipod .

2009-07-23T22:29:00.003+08:00

Tags replies.

JUNZHI > heeh , yeap we should .
SERENE > thanks loveeee!(:
AMIR > today got cheerful nutty ending!
ELYSIA > thanks yeah, loves <3!
CORRINE > yeap , got it! thanks uh!
JakeDms9 > lLols ? what has balls gotta to do with tagging at my blog ? i dont even know you!

HEY-LOVE

Today passed really fast.
Lessons were over fast, and
know what ?!
i didnt doze off during lessons today at all! heh
I'm so proud of myself! :D

Had P.E lesson
It's was fun! :D
Paired with Amir, played mini tennis games!
had alot of fun with classmates today!

Had running session with the girls today
Talked randomly about class 2/7 '08 !
Suddenly miss that class alot alot.
missed all the times we had together !

ah well.
Met Janson, Joonliang, Gerald, for dinner with Elysia too!
Caught up with them after sucha long time.
hahaha.

how crazy-nutty , is this!
I'm feeling this way!
i wna jump up and down right now!
:D

tomorrow hopefully will be a short day as well.
gna have focus of 2 hours of Chinese.
what will be doing huh.

Gna watch concert tomorrow! :D ,
with junita , ruixia & yiting
oh loveeee

2009-07-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

RACIAL HARMONY DAY!

gosh ~ today was superbly fun.
It was so amazing to see almost all our classmates wear ethnic costume!
our pictures taken were really colourful !
the costume i wore made me sweat profusely! D:
i sweating from the moment i wore it to the moment i remove! D:
It's super warmmmmm ~

But, thanks to H1N1 .
no mass gathering, there's no performance.
totally defeats the purpose of having RHD alrd.
Oh well.
hoping to have a better and more fun-filled RHD next year!
hhahaha .

English homeworks are all stacking up.
normally, english dont even have homeworks!
But now, it's getting more and more ! ):

After school.
stayed back with serene, peiyi & syariff !
Did maths together :D
thanks for helping okay!

Went homeeeee ~

Tomorrow having Olvl, Listening Comprehension! ):
ahhh ~
Heard tomorrow will be having tsunami & earthquakes.
& really bad ones ._.
I dont wna dieeee .

2009-07-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

I LIVE FOR YOU .

Lesson's are boring D:
Schools' a bitch D:
I've got no idea what i learnt in class today, & I'm dead ._.
Cause Common test is coming, in 3 weeks time! ):
how fast is that.

Listening Comprehension O's ,
is in 2 days ! ):
guess what? i checked out my seating arrangement for listening comprehension, im sitting at the back back back of the classroom D:
what if i can hear, what if it's too warm behind D:
I'll faint D:

okay ,
I'm being a little far too paranoid.
Chelsea, relax okay!(:

the picture below totally explains how i feel.
Shocked, & lost.

please, it's running away from me.

when i needed you,

you weren't there

when i wna say it again.

it defeats the purpose alrd.

how many times, do i have to keep feeling this

my condition is worsening instead of getting better,
do you even care.

2009-07-19T19:08:00.003+08:00

HEYO peeps!

The weekends were boring ! ):

I've yet to watch IceAge3 !
I hope it's still showing .

Jingwen! ,
sorry eh!
can't go Yishun with you, to get subway's cookies ! ):
loveyou!

I can't wait for Racial Harmony Day to arrive! :D
I'm going to wear Indian costume,
ThankYou Preethika! :D
I wonder how everyone else look like ! :D
It's sad that we dont any performance this year, due to H1N1 D:
All thanks to social distancing !
ahhh~

I'm dreading school !

What if i still need you.

Will you still be there,

how much longer do i have to hang on.

2009-07-11T21:53:00.003+08:00

IVE CHANGED BLOGSKIN!(:

blogger's getting more & more frustrating ! ):
it takes forever to blog one picture.
ohwell~ i shall blog pictures the next time.
I've yet to finish blogging the pictures from Japan .

I'm still struggling with MT orals revision.
It's comingggggg - 14th July!
All the easy topics are out, ):
what's left ? - DIFFICULT-NERVEWRECKING TOPICS.

please pray for me!
hee,

I WNA WATCH ICE AGE 3 ,
im dying to watch it ):

stop me from dozing off in class pleaseeeee .
I stare into the teacher with my brains switched off :/
I dont know what's wrong with me .
I want to sleep early !
But something's holding me back.
I wna pay attention in class, but something's forbidding me to.
AND I DONT KNOW WHAT ARE THOSE ! ):

im sorry.

tht text sent to you yesterday,

must have hurt.

I've lost complete trust in you.

Get it back from me, please

I wna trust you,

And tell you everything like i used to .

our 3-years of Friendship shouldnt end up like that.

2009-07-11T20:33:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOO !
Here you go JINGWEN!
Your postttt :D

Woke up today ,
while tidying up my bed , folding the blankets and all.
It suddenly reminded me of myself in OBS
When we had to unpitch our tents and bring it back to the store.
Yes, i've never stopped missing obs!
And the more i miss columbus!
outingggggs please ~

Had some netball pictures posted up!(:
here you go ~

2009-07-02T21:24:00.004+08:00

OH HI.

I'm really worried for O's oral.
But still im not taking every opportunity to do my revision, practise and everything ._.
oh my~ someone please start motivating me D:
i heard today's was tough .
what am i do , huh .
Gosh ~
I need to Ace it , but.. seems like i'll never get there.
I'll prayyy (:

Stop giving me that face .
It's not i like you alot, not at all
I dont know how on earth i got into the same class as you.
it's the worst thing that happened to me , in my entire life
Don't like the sight of me ?
Try moving out of the class,
your sight totally annoy me too.

And you totally dont know where are your limits.
Doesnt mean you're good, just cause you THINK you're good.
your ego is super high ,
and i dont know where that comes from

Disliking me,
doesn't give you the rights to stare at me ,
Stop it , for god's sake.
You're just plain irritating .

you're not the only one living in the world.
Wake up, stop living in your fantasy world.

2009-06-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

HEYLO!

School's reopened!
Everyone's still in holiday mood, sleeping in class, not paying attention, dozing off during lessons.
It's all written on everyone's faces! D:

I realised my Olvl, MT oral - 14th JULY!
it's still a week away leh!
oh yay ~

I hope i'll be able to do more practices before it .
jiayouu people! :D

gimme a break please.

2009-06-28T21:30:00.003+08:00

FAMILY OUTING ;3
semb beach/cwp

fams, happy one year! 260609.

went down to sembawang beach, for pinic.

it's been years, since i last had pinic.

sit by the beach, munching on food .

It's really nice to have it, esp. with Fams!

Girls, thanks for the superbly cute game.

that made us do truth and dare.
& thanks for sharing all the confidential things, tht we never used to have the time to talk about in school, or online, or anywhere.

We'll have lesser time for each other when time passes.

but still.

we promised to fork out as much time as possible , (:

Thankyou for always being there, whenever we needed each other.

Yes, we had many arguements, conflicts, confrontation.

We made each other upset, cry & angry .

We bad-mouthed each other, but i guess that's the little little parts that made our bonds stronger, day by day .

you girls know ilove fams to the max ;3

& whatever i said during the truth was trueee okay!

believe meee ._.

We'll last longer than ever ,

& we'll grow up together and become ladies together!(:

we might go to other schools,

but we'll meet up every other month !(:

i promise, i'll do anything to keep us together.

girls,

thankyou for everything,

you've given me

i'll cherish and treasure you girls, more than anything else.

;3!

2009-06-28T20:04:00.007+08:00

2009-06-27T22:35:00.007+08:00

2009-06-26T21:42:00.005+08:00

2009-06-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

OMFGGGG.

i was just chatting with justindran.
he made me realise tht ; MT ORAL O'S , 2ND JULY ?!
f.gosh .
im super super super super , S.C.A.R.E.D
i am dead serious .
i suck badly at oral, and wht, im suppose to sit for it , in a weeks' time!
Wtf ._.
We only had one stupid practice, with the teacher, which i totally screwed.
& im suppose to go in there and be an idiot.

I WANT TO DROP OUT FROM HMT.
i want to get oral only next year.
im so so so so so so, and im serious, so not prepared for it D:
i havent read up on the notes tht my teacher gave , cause im busy with every single shit that's coming to me .
and outings tht i promised .
oh fgosh .
WHAT AM I DO , HUH ._.

someone saveeee me !
and you zy .
replyyyyy me :C

2009-06-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

HEYLLOOO!

picture ,
siewkhoon & ME!

she's is really cute, i swearr ._.
and ruixia's damn extra behind!
D:

she ruined the picture of cute people!
how could she right :/
oh wells.

that's all for today!(:

you're sweet, and you know i mean it .

2009-06-23T19:36:00.002+08:00

I'M LOSING IT .

went for kindness movement talk.
it was really fun!
so unexpected, thought i would be sitting in the hall , listening to a bunch of people crapping.
But it turned out to be really fun!
Dion, dont be jealous okay! heh

there were really pro actors,
and it was really really coolll .

watched movie with zhengyao, & tzehan! :D
thanks yeah.
went home after that.

What shall i do tomorrow?
girls, i want shoppingggggg ~

today shall be a short post .
LEOW JINGWEN , i want to talk to youuuu ! ):

2009-06-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

BADMINTON !(:

chongpang cc/ northpoint .

met junzhi at northpoint .
ps ah! i didnt know it renovated until so jialat-.-
my badddd ~
& you super funny when you were talking over the phone .
like some lost boy walking arnd .
luckily i saw you like coming up from the escalator,
else i'll be lost too D:
oh wells .

met zhengyao .
& head off to chongpang cc ! :D
then tzehan joined us .
he was superrrrrr funny !
made us laughed the whole dayyy .
& had many many crap jokes from him ._.
thanks anw!

& went off to Northpoint .
had lunch together.
Gosh , when i was buying the malay stall chicken rice.
the person speaked to me in malay leh ._.
dont even know wht he saying about -.-
am i that tanned tht you think im a malay? D:
I AM A PURE CHINESE ._.

waiting for zhengyao & tzehan to board the bus
then junzhi sat the same bus home with me!
with a condition :/
haha. you got what you want okay!
Aren't you happy ? (:
Alright , had a pretty nice talk with him.
Thankyou for listening to me okay ._.
& pls, shhhhhhhh about it yeah :/
wouldn't be nice, if they know about it .

i slept while watching tv ._.
how rare
woke up by mum's call :/
oh wells.
tomorrow have to go NLB for talk .
it's a really really long talk !D:
i think i'll start moving around the room .
wish me luckk .

oh yes.
had this stupid stalker on the bus , on the way to yishun -.-
he boarded the bus .
and started sitting beside me .
& sat closer and closer every minute .
i moved over to another seat, and again .
he followed ,
it repeatedly happen & i tried every single method to not make him come close to me.
but still , it didnt work D:
he had this super hideous look -.-
his longggg hair kept covering his face,
08276546789237654 years never cut his hair already !
D:

luckily he didnt follow behind when i alighted!
oh my .
if this keep continuing.
i'll have a mental breakdown soonn ._.

in the bus , so many ppl saw what was happening
but no one helped .
for that moment , i felt helpless, not knowing what to do .
i didn't dare shout for help, cause he didn't do anything else, then follow me .
how much i wanted someone to be there, just to come up to me and stop that ass from following me , but ...
no one was there.

D:
his image keep appearing in my mind!
and it's not going away .
please, remove it .

sometimes, i just hoped someone was there to help me out .
but , it no one ever turned up .

it's moving away, further and further away .

i can no longer tell you what i do each moment.

cause you've stopped being there for me.

2009-06-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

REPLIES!

JINGER thankyou ouxiangg! ;33 . they had different one last time ? ._.
;DD uhm, don't have . dont rmb anyone crying ?
xiaoyu yeah ~ (:
Corrine Quickster heylo! yeah , miss you too ;3! im not in SRC netball :/ how i wish huh.
JINGXUNthanks girl !(: missyou ;3
ELYSIA thanks yeah , :D
AMIR! i will, no worries alright !
JASMINE everyone did their best, we'll know(:
EDWIN yeap, thanks anw (:
ANGELINA heyy loveeee! thanks alright :D loveyout ! ;3

2009-06-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

SRC Today

girls, im sorry .
perhaps i didnt perform well today.
the ball was in my hands , it was just this shot tht'll make a difference but , i lost many shots.
i knew i couldnt do much about it . and had to just depend on the rest of you guys to bring it back again, to give me another opportunity to put it in again .
but still, i miss it again .
it repeatedly happen .
not running out fast enough , not enough communication with you girls.
not being to do what i always asked you girls to do .
not enough of everything .

perhaps , i was tired, & drained.
But i know it's never an excuse
i swear i put in my best in every game, forcing myself to run , to call out , to give you guys encouragement.
trying to aim really accurately and put tht ball into the net.
but sorry again .
i failed to do so.

how much disappointment i had in myself.
also the team.

i didnt mean to scream at you guys after the game, knowing there's nothing tht could been done to mend it .
but just to do better the next game.
treating the previous game as a lesson learned.

but it was really beyond control.
passes, placing , running, timing .
what have we done during training ?

not bonded yet ?
not being able to adapt into the each other's playing style ?
an excuse , or reason .
a new team, a new start.
how long more do we need to take to adapt to play well together as a good team.

we had confidence in you guys.
but it was a total disappointment .

in myself, as well as the team.
girls, it's time to work hard, really .

2009-06-20T20:47:00.004+08:00

COLUMBUS! , IMY GUYS TO THE MAXXX.

here are pictures!(:

rebecca, chels. , jaslyn , ruixia!

meisze instructor! :D

she's cute aint she!

2009-06-19T18:08:00.002+08:00

COLUMBUS , I LOVEYOU GUYS!(:

came back from OBS!(:
it was really fun!
hahah.
not exactly drained though D:
i wna thank columbus , which consist of different people from different schools, different background, with different kind of character.
through these 5 days , we were bonded together ,
build trust together.
had fun , laughter and everything together,
i really think we're the best amongst everyone, at least to me.
thankyou mei sze, our instructor for guiding us through .
and lots of thanks to the others in COLUMBUS!(:

i wont have enjoyed OBS without you guys .
thanks yeah (:
met many many old-friends !
gosh , so happy to see them again.
& stupidly , i didnt ask for their contacts,
but of course in return, met new friends !(:

JASLYN, REBECCA!(:
thanks for everything .
loveyou girls, esp!(:

had many many activities,
& we got so used to the packed schedule.
didnt get to shower sometimes,
but we felt okay still, although , we're really dirty.
but i guess, it's stilll okayy!(:
we got so used to pitching the tent, and unpitching the tents.
really made me realise how lucky i am tht i can just jump into my bed when im tired, but there, in OBS, we need to pitch the tent before i can go in and sleep.
and afterall, it's still not comfortable D:
oh wells.

there're practically alot of things i can see,
we said alot during every night circle,
did the blessing every morning circle.
It's really magicalll when the blessings comes around (:

COLUMBUS, thanks alot yeah!(:
i'll rmb you guys for my entire life!(:
hahah.

omg ,
away for only 5 days .
so many of you missed me until start spamming my tagboard! D:
oh , wht a disappointment huh D:
gosh .
is that an imposter? gosh , yeah.
im talking about you.
thanks for admiring my beauty and all yeah , really really appreciate tht.
but , i think you can keep your jealous comments to yourself, cause it's SUPER OBVIOUS , you're just plain jealous im better than you in some way or another.
perhaps , BETTER ENTIRELY . of you(:

so please, stop throwing your face here.
WAIT, i dont think you have face la, it's okay .
dont throw your mother's face here ? (:
thanks alot yeah .
& help me telll you mum that she just borned out an animal tht has really no brains (:
thankyou very much
i'll treat you to a drink next time ,(:
get back to me once you done so , B.I.T.C.H(:

PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED SOON!(:

<3>

2009-06-13T23:49:00.003+08:00

EAGLES & CRANIES!(:

netball clinic was absolutely funnn ,
& we got to know lots of crazy , funny , and everything - NETBALLERS
sometimes.
i'm somewhat, grateful.
to be able to befriend with people with the same interest.
i get to see many others, with really good play .
how to work with new people from other schools.
and after 3 days .
we're able to play on court together as a T.E.A.M - CRANIES ( invented by angelina)
it's really an fun even to be at .
although it's tiring, to travel down to kallang and reach there at 8am .
and to be home at 9pm.
i'm really Draineddd.
but ; i go to sleep with a smile, cause im happy that i had netball with FUN PEOPLE , ESP. THE EAGLES AND CRANES,
AS WELL AS, RIVERSIDE NETBALL TEAM (:
girls. im happy you guys were there!(:
totally enjoyed it , tyvm ._.

YES , MICHELLE WANTED THIS BADLY ON MY BLOG,

THANKYOU MY DARLING MICHELLE FOR FEEDING ME CHICKEN RICE THAT DAY YEAH (:

hahaha , happier now ? stop pestering me for this okay!(:
hahah .

went for dinner with jinkai, terry, & derrick today!(:
thankyou derrick for the important thing yeah!(:

& please terry! takecare okayy , if only you see this ._.

I'm going to obs on mondayy !(:
i'll miss alot of you!
i know you'll miss me too !(:
but dont!
i'll be back really soon okay ! dont worryy .
i'll rmb you people.

EAGLES & CRANIES, THANKYOU!(:
& YES, VIVIAN TOO (:

2009-06-13T22:35:00.011+08:00

2009-06-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

DEAR GOD , BRING ME AWAY

went for lunch with fams today!(:
it's been sucha long time since we went out together as one.
but still , it wasn't counted as an outing ._.
still, im glad we could have lunch together ,
had bullshit-session (:

we made numerous comments and talks, together . with each other.
it made as a moment really close.
but when we had to go off, it just kinda felt like we were normal friends ._.
idk why i'm feeling tht way.
But , i'll remove this sucky feeling away really soon .

went home ,
& went off to granny's .
im at my granny's now! (:
im really bored, some one please, save me from boredom.
oh yes.
im sorry jingwen , junita and yiting ! ):
couldnt join you girls at the beach .
i hope you girls have fun yeah .
we'll go again , when im free yeah .
im sorryyy again !

IM GOING TO OBS IN A WEEK'S TIMEEEEEE .
im really excited. and no.
im going to miss out alot during the 5 days.
training for SRC.
junita's-love birthday
):

I'LL THINK ALOTTT ._.

tomorrow's there's physics lesson ,
& there - TRAINING (:

it'll be over soon .

2009-06-06T22:40:00.004+08:00

THE LUNATICS ARE TAKING OVER THE ASYLUM

holiday homeworks not done .
i want to go shopping , but im broke
i wna catch a thousand and one movies, & again, im broke
i want OBS , really soon
i dont want proposals
i want to meet up with CM clique ): , but all of them are busy.
i want a really real holiday , im not having it now.
i'm having a really hectic scheduleeeee D:
i dont want to work with people , i can't
i dont want to learn my way through
i dont like SUCKY STALKERS ._.
please spare me off from disgusting emails -.-

i want SRC , to come before OBS, which isn't really possible.

how demanding can my life be , huh .

monday ; Physics lesson & Training
Tuesday ; Sports Leadership workshop.
wednesday - friday ; NETBALL CLINIC DAY CAMP

Saturday-Sunday ; PACK FOR OBS (:

MONDAY! ; im off for obs.

where does my own time come in?
my SLEEPIING TIME ):
i want to do alot alot of things!
& i want a dateeeee .

bring me away please,
to a place which is far far far away .

2009-05-31T20:11:00.005+08:00

CHESTNUT.PEANUT.NUTCASE!

notice my hair difference in the pictures ):

please grow quickly!

IMM ,
went out with serene & peiyi on Friday!
Daddy was super nice to drive us down !(:
did shopping since it was GSS period
Peiyi loved her daiso alotttttt ._. haha.

SATURDAY!
went to the library for some project ._.
Had fun with you guys!
It was really really fun, & luckily we finished a big part of it!

Met mummy,
& head down to velocity to had my hair cut!
now , my hair's really short.
OH MY, i miss my longgggg hairrrrr ):
the bottom most picture will show how short it is now !);
I'm not liking it ._.

SUNDAY!
out with junita & yiting.
Jingwen went to indonesia already! ): we'll miss you, love!
Went to sembawang Shopping centre!
Had cramps for a really really long timeeeee .
But i had fun with all the talks with the two girls .
thankyouu yeah!
I'll try to make it on friday, & certainly not spoil the day again, by leaving you early! (:

& I AM GOING TO OBS WITH EASE ON THE 15TH.
I HOPE I ENJOY MYSELF! ,
WITH RUIXIA , SERENE , SYARIFF!,
& MANY OTHERS WHOM I DONT KNOW ._.
BUT WE'LL HAVE FUN TOGETHER!

:D

what shall i do tomorrow ? ._.
SLEEP IN!
& watch all my shows , which awaited for me !

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO'RE TAKING O's TOMORROW!

2009-05-28T21:19:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS (:
girls!
achieving your medals.
jiayou girls, we shall work harder together as the new Bdiv'
:D

Had netball training after school today !(:

im sorry .

i guess you'll need more time on your own,

for your studies.

Jiayou ! (:

2009-05-27T19:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED BROTHER!(:

THANK YOU FOR TAKING CARE OF ME from young!(:
hope you have a wonderful birthday yeah.

Sorry for talking back to you when you tried to advise something.
sorry for all the rude ways of speaking to you.
sorry for not accepting your good wills, when you dont really mean it sometimes
thankyou for asking if i wanted anything,
when you're going shopping w/o me.
thankyou for sparing a thought for me sometimes
thankyou for bringing me out sometimes, & not finding me a nuisance, like some other brothers would do to their sisters
thankyou for teaching POA ! , although it didnt really help.

i've got a million and one things to say!
but i'll go on for a few days.
so i shall stop here.
hoping you see this yeah ? (:
ONCE AGAIN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO !
loveyou<3

Had lessons as usual today.
Was so not in the mood, to get back into the study mood !
i want post exam activity !

Had, PET ROCKET after school.
it's a really cool event !
partnered with serene, & our rocket was coollll :D
& serene-love.
dont worry about you using the sisscors to cut me -.-
im all fine and good!
it was just an accident , it's getting better already!(:
DONT HAVE TO SAY SORRY SO MANY TIMES OKAY, I'VE FORGIVEN YOUUUU LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO !(:

& GOOD NEWS.
we won , FIRST!
Three cheers!
& got this really weird prize.
But it looks fun .
Serene, we should do it together okay!(: , it'll be really fun, i hope .

MY PHONES SAYING HOME SWEET HOME!
IT'S ALRIGHT AND FINE ALREADY.
ALL PREPARED TO LET ME SPOIL IT AGAIN !(:
THANKYOU DADDDYYYY <3.
for taking the time off, to collect my phone!

2009-05-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

D:

this picture totally describes how im feeling now -.-
feel like skinning someone alive.
please, learn basic courtesy ._.
i'll appreciate more that way .

Results are really disappointment .
I'm sorry .
Having to pin such high hopes on me,
i still fail to meet your standards
I swear i'll work harder the next time,
to reach the really high standards of yours

i'll have to bear the pain throughout all on my own
Who will be able to feel it,too ?

2009-05-23T17:34:00.003+08:00

IT'S A DREAM

Thank god .
I'll listen, & do my part

Had dinner with peiyi , at 369 .
Thanks eh , love (:
It was sucha long time since i had talked to her in proper
Tyvm for listening to me complain as well ._.

Thankyou my dear.
being there for me whenever i needed you :D

~ i'll hold on ,

it's just half the year.

2009-05-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

you're so much of a disappointment to me.
i can't do anything to control you
& i dont want to
How much of disappointment rushes through me everytime i see the scene
you barely knew anything
Acting as if nothing's wrong
It's out of your own will
Realise it on your own , i've got nothing else to say
There's nothing more i can say ._.

Results are out tomorrow ! ):
Please pray .
I'll do whatever i can to save myself
I know you love me , god.

i totally dislike your awfully disgusting attidude .

2009-05-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

ohmy .
thanks SCMC for the all the hardwork & support today .
Our hard work was paid off ,
and we've worked as a committee and brought the best out of today!
thankyou.
i'll miss working with you guys alot ._.

It's a longgg day .
& I'm really tired ):
SCMC , get lotsa rest yeah

exhuasted .

& SIRAJ , sorry doesnt really help -.-
you scared me , when you said that to me.
NUTCASE!
YOU REALLY SCARE ME WHENEVER YOU POP OUT NEAR ME , WHEN YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO ! D:

2009-05-19T21:31:00.003+08:00

SWING IT OFF

HAD SC FINAL PREP.
it was indeed FUN ,
But it was great to see the whole committe working together :D
Although , the sec4s weren't with us ._.

Taped courts, ran errands .
Crazy , mad , insane .
We shared everything together
i'm glad

tomorrow's there MAKE UP SC , sec1,2,3
i pray for success.
everything's gna go on just fine .

I'M FINALLY , GOING TO FIX MY PHONE! I'M SO SO GLADDDD! (:

i wna sit , on a swing .
Swing off all the worries i have .
Someone bring me there, someday
It brings me joy , totally
Brings everything out

2009-05-18T21:14:00.003+08:00

THANKS MY DEAR .
for everything, you've given .

Amaths was ______.
Tough .
It was screwed totally,

SC tomorrow! D:
1030 am in the morning .
the hard work of taping of courts are back again ._.
Jiayou , 'Chelsea!
& SCMC .

&YOU !
PLEASE STOP IRRITATING ME.
YOU'RE TOTALLY ANNOYING .
Yes, im talking about you , siraj !
i'll pray you see this!
stop thinking i've got something for you .
oh my,

you totally digust me-.-

2009-05-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

INSANITY

Helllooo :D
Amaths is gna be a killer.
Nothing's going into my head.
Linear Law, doesnt make any sense._.
I shall pray to get good grades.

I'm already in holiday mood .
So not in the mood to study D:

PLEASE TELL GOD TO FIX MY PHONE .
THE SPARE PHONE IS 5463789298476 TIMES , CRAZIER THAN A NUT PHONE .

i shall stop complaining about it .
It's not gna help anyway ._.

THIS IS WHAT YOU'LL END UP DRAWING WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED.
it looks really horrendous.
There's another one , my mum threw it away before i could snap a picture of it .

i drew this while doing amaths.
Notice the background ,
it write, EQUATION OF LINE

THIS WILL BE THE OUTCOME OF MARY , SOMEDAY .
WHEN SHE MISSES ME TOO MUCH :D

*classmates! you'll know what i mean .

results of depression .

Serious nutcase.

2009-05-16T16:09:00.000+08:00

changed blogskins again
Amaths Paper on monday ! ):
I've yet to start studuying on anything.
i shall start soon!

i wna a haircuttt! ._.
& i need my phone to be repaired really soon .
the spare phone is driving me nuts.
It keeps shutting off on it own , without me pressing on anything!

any kind soul out there , who's willing to take sometime off to help me send my phone for repair ? I've got no time ._.
Or , i shall wait for the day , when i have time !
Please have your name at the end of the sms when you send me anything .
cause i wont know it's you, unless it's written , tyvm ._.

Swine flu hit Malaysia ! ):
We should be careful too .
BE ALERT .

i'm off the study amaths .
Wish me luck people!

BYEBYE!

2009-05-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

I'M NOT ALONE .

Thanks girls , for being with me today !(:

There's so much to pretendance to put up

How much i have to go through

I'll thank god, for giving me whatever i have for now.

All the support i'm receiving from everyone.

Perhaps,

that shows how much god loves me .

I'll just have to wait for time to pass.

& results will be out

i'll pray for the best

Prepare for the worst.

i'll live it through .

2009-05-15T18:53:00.000+08:00

JINGWEN :D ,
there you go .
that's all ! dont ask me for it anymore k .

EXAMS ARE GNA BE OVER AFTER ONE MORE PAPER ON MONDAY! (:

:D

2009-05-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

CAUSE I'VE ALWAYS BELIEVED

I've changed my blogskin .
brings back memories
& everything has to stop now.

Exams started!
There's so much i missed out , here.
There's so much i need to say .
But i'll go on till forever, if i start listing.
So you shall find out yourself !(:

There's so many more papers coming up .
& i totally screwed today's HCL paper -.-
ah , oh well.
I shall pray that i'll get good grades, magically.
hee .

I dont know who's still out there reading my blog.
but im sorry for not updating
It wont be so dead after exams !
Happy waiting yeah

i wna especially thank zj ! (:
you know why .

photos that are suppose to be updated ages ago.
There's more, girls.
I'll upload it up soon !
Sorry yeah :D

All the best for MYE everyone.
Jiayou yeah .

thankyou for all the memories you left behind. i'll be grateful.