I want to thank LEOW JINGWEN , my dearest girl ;
for sending me home for 2 days :D
i dont know what she did that for .
maybe she finally realised that she hasnt been treating me well.
& wants to do something to make it up :/
i dont know about that.
hah .

Today had maths paper.
Total shitttt la ):
i guess im going to fail it .
there was this question .
it was suppose to be plus 4,
had careless mistake & wrote , minus 14 ! ._.
i liquid everything away .
& left only 3 mins .
NO TIMEEEEEEEE , f it :/
it was 4 marks laaa , sighs .

last question also wrong ,
4 marks again !):


my EIGHT marks D:


just start praying that i wont fail .
had lessons , and school ends (:
stayed back with elysia .
thankyou for accompanying me alright , my dear girl .
was a little moodless initially .
But got crazy after a while .
NOT real crazy , but abit high .
I was just trying to entertain elysia.
But she didnt appreciate.
& keep calling me mad .
BUT I AM NOTTTT (:

she should actually thank me for entertaining her .
But she didnt , & thats baddd ):
Nevermind , i was smiling and thats the important thing .
hehs . went to get bubble tea & went back to school.
slacked with her and went to find rowena .

Went home soon after :D





i dont know what has it become .
ive lost control of everything .
tearing for lil' stuffs.
it is true that when you grow older,
everything leaves you ?
& fades away .
Its happening to me .
Maybe people changes
& become someone else ? idk.
im losing you , him , her .
it is coming back ? i hope so

we'll not be able to return to the past.
i shouldnt have let go of you .

♥ beyond my control.
ive lost it .