Heylo all my faithful readers?
hahaha .

Went to school early in the morning, for
referee training.

Stayed home the rest of today the whole boring day,
to study for Poa.
but there wasn't much to study actually ._.
I think i left out like quite some bit.
oh well.
shall continue tomorrow!

There's just sometimes too many things for me to worry about.
How many times, I wanted to give up.
But you kept pulling me back.
I just wna thankyou for that
Cause you made me suffer more

that's totally beyond my area of control
Sometimes, i wonder how people cope with so many things,
Like darling-ruixia
Perhaps, she's the everyone speaks- superwoman.
I'm far away from there, and i dont want to be aiming for any of that achievements.
Too far away from my reach

I still need what i need.
It's simply too tough to change myself, to achieve things, that it's not what i truly want.
I just need someone for pushing me from behind.
Keeping me going.

Shutting off from everything around me.